Sunday, September 30, 2012

Banned Book Week Celebration + Giveaway!



Hey quirks! This week is Banned Book Week and I joined up with Sheila over at Book Journey for the Banned Book Week Celebration Blog Tour. Be sure to check out Book Journey everyday this week to see who's posting. There will giveaways as well!

Today is the first day of the tour, also known as my turn, and I want to talk about how a particular banned/challenged book impacted my life.


I don't believe in banning books. Yes, some books are not appropriate for everyone, but that does not mean they should be removed from libraries, burned, or censored from the public. So when I decided to join in the blog tour, I visited this list of the Top 100 Banned/Challenged Books: 2000-2009. I was looking for a book to read for the tour, but instead came across a book I had read in high school that I didn't know was a banned/challenged book. That book is Killing Mr. Griffin by Lois Duncan.

We read Killing Mr. Griffin in my freshman English class and also watched a TV movie that starred Mario Lopez (of Saved by the Bell) and Amy Jo Johnson (the Pink Ranger from Power Rangers) based on the novel. If you've never heard of the book, here is a synopsis:




They only meant to scare him.

Mr. Griffin is the strictest teacher at Del Norte High, with a penchant for endless projects and humiliating his students. Even straight-A student Susan can't believe how mean he is to the charismatic Mark Kinney. So when her crush asks Susan to help a group of students teach a lesson of their own, she goes along. After all, it's a harmless prank, right?

But things don't go according to plan. When one "accident" leads to another, people begin to die. Susan and her friends must face the awful truth: one of them is a killer. 



Being a rather straight-laced kid (much like Susan in the book), I disliked the story at first because of all the terrible things the teenagers do. But soon I realized that the fact that I cared what happened in the story and got so bent out of shape about it was a major indicator of how drawn into it I had been. I loved to read, so I read through it again, paying more attention to the characters and the details, watching things unravel with a more discerning eye.

After the re-read, I loved the book. It was a book about actions and consequences and the how deceptive people can be. I loved the snowball effect of the story, how one mistake led to another, and those situations revealed the true nature of the characters. I had never cared about a book like that before, nor had I been able to get so much out of one. It made me interested in the psychology of people and affected how I read books and looked at characters from then on.

In that same English class (a quick thanks to my teacher, Mrs. Cliff!) we also read Lois Duncan's I Know What You Did Last Summer, which, take it from me, is way better than the movie. It was another terrific thriller from Duncan, full of suspense and mystery and that psychological bent that kept you guessing who each character would really turn out to be.

Next thing I know, I'm scouring our school library and the local library for more books by Duncan. I ended up finding a couple, Summer of Fear and The Third Eye. Both of these I liked because they nurtured an interest I'd had since I was little: the paranormal. Then I found another of Duncan's books that I still think about to this day: Locked in Time. Not only did it have a bittersweet ending that I hadn't really encountered elsewhere (because you kind of felt sorry for the "villains"), but it was such a haunting story with lots of atmosphere and I loved the intricacies of the characters and their secrets.

After I ran out of Duncan books to read, my new taste for mysteries led to every single Mary Higgins Clark book I could find, then on to Stephen King, and so on. If it hadn't been for Killing Mr. Griffin, I probably wouldn't have looked for Duncan's other books and my interest for thrillers and mysteries and paranormal stories wouldn't have been kindled. Maybe eventually I would have taken in interest in those kinds of novels, but that means I would have missed out on the ton of great books I read during my teenage years.

Looking back, I am so thankful for Duncan and her novels. If Killing Mr. Griffin had been banned from my school, I don't know where I'd be today as a reader (or a writer, considering what I like to write are mostly YA paranormal with mystery and twisted characters).

What I find amusing and sad is that Killing Mr. Griffin was first published in 1978. That is twenty-two years before I read it. Even though it had been around for quite some time, it made it to #25 on the ALA list for 2000-2009, up from the #64 spot on the 1990-1999 list. Maybe it had a resurgence of attention because of the I Know What You Did Last Summer movie that came out in theaters in 1997 (the same year the made-for-TV Killing Mr. Griffin movie aired), but I find it ridiculous that this book that taught me so much, not just about people but about storytelling, was so challenged. I am grateful that my teachers paid no heed to talk of banning books.

And to pass the love of Lois Duncan's novels along, I am giving away two Lois Duncan prize packs to two lucky winners! Just enter using the Rafflecopter widget below and you could win Prize Pack #1, which contains updated paperback copies of Killing Mr. Griffin and Summer of Fear, or Prize Pack #2, which consists of Down a Dark Hall, The Third Eye, and Killing Mr. Griffin in the smaller trade paperback format.

Prize Pack #1

Prize Pack #2

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Saturday, September 22, 2012

Giveaway Highlight - Evie @ Bookish


Evie of the fabulous blog Bookish is cleaning her shelves and sharing the wealth!
Four boxes of books will go to four winners!

Click the image above to enter.
Giveaway ends October 31st!


Monday, September 10, 2012

YOU ARE NOT ALONE - National Suicide Prevention Week


*NOTE: Trigger warning - mentions of destructive behavior.*

Yesterday was the beginning of National Suicide Prevention Week and today is World Suicide Prevention Day. I'm posting about this because suicide is a topic that hits close to home for me.

I have attempted suicide. I was drunk enough one time that I barely remember it, but the second time is much clearer. My memories of the pain that rips your chest apart from within, of the feeling of your brain exploding through your skull, and of the complete and utter hopelessness that engulfs and strangles and drowns everything good are always clear.

Being completely done with life, the universe, and everything is one of the scariest places to be.

I've struggled with severe depression since I was 15, though I wasn't diagnosed until I was 18. I've been on and off medication and in and out of therapy since that diagnosis. During college I self-medicated with alcohol and cutting. I've struggled with self-harm as recently as last year. It's not something that really goes away. Even with good medication and many good days and lots of happy things, I'm never far from that scary place. I can always see it. Sometimes it is more in focus, closer than I'd like. Sometimes it's far on the horizon.

It is because of my personal experience why every time I hear about someone taking his or her own life, a hole opens up in my chest. Suicide is 100% preventable. In my case, I had friends who cared enough to get me help. But those attempts weren't the only times I felt like giving it all up. Sometimes I had people near by that saw what was going on and stepped in, sometimes I was the only one that could help me. I had to seek out help because I'd grown too skilled at hiding it.

I'm posting this not only to share my struggle and bring awareness to the most heartbreaking of all topics, but because if you are alone and there is no one near, reach out and help yourself. I know it seems counter-intuitive for someone wanting to die to want to help themselves, but many that are suicidal don't want to die, they just want the pain to end. That's how I was. I just wanted to not hurt for one second.

So if you want the pain to end, no matter what is causing it, reach out. Email me. Contact me on Tumblr. Tweet me. Post here on the blog.

Let me tell you how much you have to live for. Let me tell you how beautiful and strong and wonderful you are, how unique and complex and deserving of life and happiness and love you are. I'm not perfect; I still struggle. But we can lean on each other as we walk away from that scary place and get to higher ground. As alone as you might feel, I'm in this with you.

If you want and/or need more professional support, or want to find communities of support, visit the links below.

If you too have struggled with suicide, depression, substance abuse, self-harm, or what-have-you but are in a place to support others, please do so. Even if you haven't, chances are that you know people who do.

Spread the word about Suicide Prevention Week. Post the links and numbers that are below. Share your story.

I don't just wish for people to survive, I want people to LIVE. I couldn't do it alone, and no one should have to.

We are in this together.





National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (24/7)1-800-273-TALK(8255)
Mental Health America703-684-7722
Anxiety Disorders Association of America301-231-9350
American Psychological Association202-336-5500
American Psychiatric Association202-682-6000
National Depressive and Manic-Depressive Association312-642-0049
National Alliance on Mental Illness703-524-7600

Depression Hotline                                                                   1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline                                                                         1-800-784-8433
Trevor Project                                                                          1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support                                                                     1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline                                                           1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault                                                           1-800-656-4673
Grief Support                                                                            1-650-321-5272
Runaway                                1-800-843-5200/1-800-843-5678/1-800-621-4000
Exhale After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice                                  1-866-4394253


If you want to help prevent suicide, visit these links for more info:

WHAT YOU CAN DO from You Matter

AMERICAN FOUNDATION FOR SUICIDE PREVENTION

OUT OF THE DARKNESS COMMUNITY WALKS

Saturday, July 21, 2012

From Where I'm Standing [9] - Update



Hey quirks.

It has been twenty days since I last saw my dad, seventeen since he died. I don't know when I'll stop counting, but I'm not able to keep the numbers away. OCD runs in my family, but I'm not nor have ever been the counter. But I'm not myself right now.

I once had a creative writing professor tell me that everything I wrote had an atmosphere of sadness or melancholy to it, and as I grew as a writer and changed as a person, (read: got my depression under control) that stopped. But now I feel like my entire being is dampened. I can still laugh; I can still talk and joke and smile. But it is tinged with grief and loss that even if not visible is still there.

This is actually the first time I've been on my laptop since the day my dad died. I was sitting with my computer in my lap when I got the call from my sister that all was not right. Thankfully I had set it aside when she started screaming on the other end of the phone. But I've not even been able to look at my computer much, just enough to pack it up with my things and move back into my family's home, but it's been sitting ever since.

When my sister called, she was using Dad's phone. I thought it was him calling. He always seemed to call just as I got settled with my laptop on the couch.

So looking at and touching my computer right now hurts. But I have things to do, and if Dad taught me anything, it was perserverance.

Things are still going to be relatively quiet on the blog for now. I am in the process of moving my entire family (husband, sister, mother, seven dogs, two cats, and myself) into a new home. My first wedding anniversary is approaching, and a couple weeks later, some trips out of town. I'm still working full-time and currently battling some kind of stomach/stress issue that has made me feel more like a zombie than a person for the last several weeks. But I'm trying to get back in the swing of things, if slowly.

I have a couple books through ARC tours that I will be reviewing, and a scheduled review, so those will appear in the coming weeks. I may review some other books I've been meaning to get to, but more than likely it will be mostly reviews on here for a while. I'm not writing. I decided to give myself July to recover before trying to get back at it. I am sporadically on Twitter, though I haven't felt a whole lot like tweeting or even keeping up with what is going on in the blogosphere, but if you message me, I'll respond.

I just wanted to let you all know where I was at and what to expect as I love my internet friends and family and didn't want to keep you all hanging with no further explanation.

Hopefully I'll be properly back in the blogging/writing/tweeting saddle soon.

-Shalena



Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Terry Owen Parker

I wanted to state officially that I will be on an indefinite hiatus.

 
Early this afternoon, my daddy passed away. He struggled for years with various health problems but his passing was sudden and a shock to my family.


He was one of the sweetest, smartest men I have ever known. He kicked my butt at Trivial Pursuit every time and could spot errors in movies and TV shows faster than Clint Eastwood could shoot a bad guy. He gave me my love for fantasy books, old films, and music from classical to classic rock. For those of you that have met me in person, he's where I got my inability to shut up. He encouraged me to do what made me happy and gave me the best advice and all the love and support I needed. I couldn't have asked for a better dad.

Terry Owen Parker
October 24th 1946 - July 4th 2012

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Authors from A to Z: Z

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!

I just wanted to say thank you to all of you have followed the Authors from A to Z challenge this year and to Heather at Proud Book Nerd for hosting such a fun event!


Here we are at the end! I know I'm a day late in getting this challenge finished, but I couldn't leave it incomplete. I am also very glad that I had an actual, no-foolin' Z author to use this year! When I realized that I'd read not one but two books by this author and liked both, lets just say there may have been a fist in the air.

I am even more glad that I got to read Markus Zusak's books. I had heard over and over again how amazing The Book Thief was, and after convincing myself (you know how I am when it comes to the possibility of the sads), I read it and it was brilliant. Literally, brilliant. The narrator is Death, after all. Then it was suggested to me (by none other than up-and-coming author of the recently acquired novel Faking Normal, Courtney C. Stevens) to read another of Zusak's books, I Am the Messenger. I enjoyed that one as well. If you want something different, smart, and thought-provoking, read a Zusak novel.

Authors from A to Z: Y

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


I really wanted to highlight this author, and after being tricky, I found a way (her name ends in Y, lol). I first became aware of Miranda Kenneally through a giveaway on her blog. I was intrigued because of two things. The first was that she is originally from Tennessee (and I love my home state and writers from my home state). The second was that the premise of her debut novel, Catching Jordan, is about a female quarterback from Tennessee.

I won an arc of the novel from that giveaway and read it in one sitting, late at night, so if it isn't obvious, the book is AWESOME. I am insanely excited for Kenneally's second and third books, Stealing Parker and Bad, Bad Thing, which are companion novels to Catching Jordan. But because of how amazing Kenneally's writing and characters are, I'll be reading whatever she comes up with! And as if that weren't enough for me to be a fan, Kenneally is also lovely and approachable and you should follow her on Twitter. ^_^

Authors from A to Z: X

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


I got a little tricky on this one since I wanted to do something different from last year and still have it relate to books. It took me a while but I finally realized that a book I am eagerly awaiting, the new book by YA author Gretchen McNeil entitled Ten, was a number and therefore could be represented by the Roman numeral for that number, which happened to be X. How felicitous, yes?

I have been interested in McNeil's debut novel, Possess, since I heard about it, but because the WIP I'm currently writing has elements relating to possession, I didn't want to muddy the waters so I'm still putting it off. But McNeil is a fascinating person with an interesting how-she-got-here story, so I was extremely excited to find out that her next book was going to be a YA thriller/mystery. A premise I love and not relating to possession? Yes please!

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Authors from A to Z: W

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


I write. Pretty obvious, yes? Well, when I started out, and by started out I mean got serious about finishing a novel and possibly doing something with it, I was pretty clueless. One of my biggest issues was structure. My story ideas usually start with a character or an image and rarely is there a plot of any kind to be found and I didn't have the faintest idea what story structure really meant. I would write pages and pages, a scene here, a character sketch there, but never get any closer to my goal.

Then my friend Meg lent me a book called Plot and Structure by James Scott Bell. The book is part of the Write Great Fiction series and is all about exactly what the title says. Not only did this book help me figure out what I was lacking and what I needed to think about when crafting a novel, but it was also humorous and completely engaging, not dry or boring like I would expect a reference text to be. And if you want some added awesome, follow James Scott Bell on Twitter because he has lots of great insight to offer and does so often.

So if you are a writer and you struggle with plot or structure (or even if you don't), this is a great resource to pick up and learn from. And if something else is more worrisome for you, like dialogue or revision, there are more Write Great Fiction titles out there waiting to be help.

Authors form A to Z: V

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


I've admired Veronica Roth from the first time I read one of her inspiring blog posts. Then I read her debut novel, Divergent, and came to appreciate her even more. Roth has one of those rare gifts in both forms her her writing to get to the heart and truth of a topic in ways that are intelligent and relatable.

For instance, I'm currently reading the second book in the Divergent trilogy, Insurgent, and even though the story is a bit of a downer (because, you know, dystopian) I am continually amazed at how flawed and human Roth's characters are and how, despite those flaws, I can still relate to them and root for them. And while I am enjoying Roth's first series and am looking forward to finishing it, I am more excited to see what this talented author has in store for us in the future.

Authors from A to Z: U

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!

*Note* - I had a tough week and completely spaced on posting the last bit of this challenge. To make up for it I am going to share my picks for U through Z today, so I apologize in advance for the flood of posts. I wish I had been able to keep with the schedule, but I am feeling better and I think my mini-break (which was mainly from the internet as a whole) helped. ^_^


Sarah Rees Brennan is one of my favorite authors to follow. She is hilarious on both Twitter and Tumblr and has some of the best TV show live tweets ever (her Vampire Diaries tweets are THE BEST). Unfortunately, when I tried to read her debut novel, The Demon's Lexicon, I found that it just wasn't for me, despite the excellent writing.

BUT, Brennan's new novel, Unspoken, a Gothic-tinged YA about a girl, a sleepy town, and an eerie family, sounds right up my alley. I love stories full of mystery and the possibility of the supernatural, then add in Brennan's writing style and humor, and I could not be more excited. And as if that wasn't enough, Brennan has another novel, Team Human, co-written with Justine Larbalestier, coming out next week.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Authors from A to Z: T

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


Yes today is T and yes I may be going by her first name, but I can't do a list of my favorite authors without talking about Tamora Pierce. Of all the books I've read, I've read more books by Pierce than any other author (17, all set in the world of Tortall, in case you were wondering). If you haven't read any, you are missing out big time.

What I love about Pierce is, well, everything. I love her writing style, I love her characters, and I love her world-building. Her books, while not perfect, are the kind I can fully escape into. It wasn't until I started reading her novels that I realized just how much I loved fantasy, and whenever I forgot, all I had to do was pick up one of her books to find out again.

Because I've read so many of her novels, I want to share some of my favorite aspects. I have two favorite heroines, Beka Cooper of the Beka Cooper trilogy (my review of the first book, Terrier, here), and Aly, of the Daughter of the Lioness series. My favorite element of Pierce's books is the magic (the most of which can be found in the Immortals series). And last but not least, my favorite love interest is definitely George Cooper, who makes his first appearance in the Song of the Lioness quartet.

Friday, June 22, 2012

Authors from A to Z: S

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


In trying to write this post, I am literally having to keep myself from bouncing like a kid about to open Christmas presents. Why? Because Victoria Schwab is that awesome. There are so many things to love about her. She was one of the organizers of Do the Write Thing for Nashville. She has a magical personality, lots of humor, and is just fun to be around. She also dressed up like cupcake to answer interview questions.

I gave her a sparkly pony once. Ponies are my favorite. That's how much I fangirl over Victoria.

And her books? Get outta here. AMAZING. I've only read one in completion, The Near Witch (my review here), but Victoria Schwab does not half-do things, y'all. The writing, the characters, just WOW. Her next couple of novels, the YA The Archived, and the non-YA Vicious, sound spectacular and unique. Alas, neither comes out until next year. If you haven't read The Near Witch (or it's companion story The Ash-Born Boy) you are so not with the program! Get with the program!
The sparkly ponies command it!

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Authors from A to Z: R

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


Today's author is one that doesn't have a novel out...yet. She does have a resource guide for writers called Query that I have already purchased and plan to read when I get a little closer to being done with my novel. If it seems like Redwine is a great person who likes to help others, you'd be right. I've actually had the pleasure of meeting her at a signing in Nashville (she was there supporting her friend and crit partner, Myra) and I can tell you that she is without a doubt one of the sweetest, most adorable human beings to walk the planet.

This is only part of the reason I am so excited to read her novel, Defiance. Y'all, this book sounds serious. Not like, serious as in issue novel serious, but serious, as in, something wicked is about to go down and we get to be along for the ride. And if I'm lucky, I may be able to be there at the launch party in August, when the book hits shelves, which will be a first for me. So if you get an early copy of this novel, count yourself lucky and be glad I don't know where you live. ^_^

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Authors from A to Z: Q

Authors from A to ZAuthors from A to Z is a posting challenge hosted by
Heather at Proud Book Nerd. The challenge is simple: each day for the month of June (except Sundays) share your favorite authors whose last name corresponds to the letter for that day.  
For more info, click the photo.

How I'm participating in the challenge:
This year I am going to try to highlight just one author each day that I am really taken with. If I can't come up with one, it may be a book, a song, or a surprise!


I have to be honest: this post has very little to do with authors or books. But because Q is such a tough letter, I thought I would highlight something that, like books, has brought me great joy, and that is the game Quelf. If you are in any way a quirk, this is the game for you. Make sure you gather other quirks with you to play as the more the merrier is quite literal with this game.

I cannot begin to explain Quelf in any way that it deserves, but I will give you the basics. It is a board game. You have a little piece that moves around and you do things or answer questions that appear on cards. There are rules. Sometimes there are more rules and sometimes those rules change. Sometimes you have to do the most ridiculous things. Sometimes you get rewarded for reading. Sometimes you get punished. You will either love it and laugh and hurt because of too much laughing, or you will be slightly amused but decide the game is too random for you. Either way, you should give it a try if you like things like, I don't know, laughing and fun and watching other people do funny things. And if you don't like those things, well, too bad for you!